desiree

Before I decided to participate in a plant medicine ceremony, I researched the many benefits, and then found Ivan and Lana. I felt fully supported and cared for by Ivan and Lana as well as all of their angels. We started with breathwork. The breathwork was simple yet powerful! After 30 or 40 minutes into the breathwork (I lost track of time), I experienced this "gasping for air" like I was underwater and resurfacing. I can also describe this experience as being birthed from a mother's womb - like I was taking my first breath of life. It was very profound. Another profound experience was during the time when Ivan was playing his multiple musical instruments - the very high vibrational frequency he delivered through his instruments allowed my body to fully feel the vibrations. And when I prompted myself to let go, I dissolved into this nothingness. I was All and Nothing at the same time. Thank you Ivan for your amazing musical talents! Finally, and with the plant medicine, I went deep down into my soul . . . layer after layer after layer, and during this travel, I experienced deep forgiveness for the perpetrators involved in childhood incest. Words cannot describe the experience and the profound healing I had. You must experience it to know what I am talking about, but, of course, everyone has their own personal journeys. Much love to all who supported me and the rest of us during this ceremony. My deepest gratitude to all! 

-Desiree