cassandra
This last ceremony helped me feel more centered and more able to be myself. Before I felt overwhelmed by the pressures of the outside world and the expectations of others. In my journey I started to learn how to ignore the doubting voice in my head that says "you" and put more trust in the voice that says "I". I'm starting to do things for myself instead of because I thought I was supposed to oo certain things and be a certain kind of person. I am on track to find out who I am. I went into the ceremony feeling like I didn't have a purpose or a passion and Ivan said without hesitation that I do have a passion. I couple of days later I realized what it was and that it was so obvious and non specific that it didn't tie me to any job or activity at all. There was finally that sense of relief that I thought I had forgotten how to feel. Thank you to Ivan, Lana, and all the angels who helped me find it. Now I can move forward.
-Cassandra